I visited your link and read it and forgot to leave a comment there, but I wanted to let you know that I cried big, fat tears of recognition. Thank you for such a raw and honest post. They never tell you that stuff when you're picking out little pink clothes and stuff.
I have no concept of being a mother, but as you know, I know the depression monster a bit too well. As TangledLou said, your post "over there" is raw, honest, and beautiful. I wish you lots of lazy Saturday mornings with girls, Mr. V, and pajamas with tickle monsters to keep you on your toes. I wish you more smiles and laughter than pain and tears.And I think your writing is amazing and "worth" paying for.
I will pop over there and read it. I know for a fact trying to fight it with Shea and then Dean on top of my marriage failing just about killed